2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 9:53:00 PM

Haven't been updating ever since I came back from BEAST fanmeet. HEHE. Because I'm too high!~ Can't forget all the cute actions BEAST did! <3 Have uploaded all the photos to facebook. Go see it if you want! (:

I WANNA MOVE MY BLOG. Shall tell you guys the link once it's up. (: BUHBYE.

2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 8:26:00 PM

Sorry for this weird sentence I wrote up there. ^^ I just think that some people really have nothing to do.. I said what I wanted, so you can just read and save your comments to YOURSELF. Saying out loud doesn't make a difference too though, cause I'll still treat it as if the comments doesn't exist at all. When I saw your comment, I'm like WHATEVER~ NOT LIKE I CARE AT ALL LOLOLOL. It's not like you're my friend? You have no right to comment about me because you don't know me well at all. I guess you don't know that I'm very oblivious about people whom I don't like right? :P

WHATEVER IT IS.

Anywayyyys, Szekeat called into 1003 and won the BEAST FANMEET tix! I'M SO PROUD OF MY FRIEND. HAHAHAHHAHAAA. It's on Saturday weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ :D DAEBAK. :D

Pondering again. (:

About tons of things again. About everything and the people around me. Fake people, sincere people. People who acts like a bitch, people who are kind. People who helps you when you needed help, people who leaves you alone when you're in trouble.

And also about my character. Too cold towards everything except for studies and best friends and kpop. If I don't like you, I'll treat you even more coldly. If I like you, I'll treat you super well. That's the difference between being my friend and not being my friend. If you choose to be my enemy, I might end up hating you forever. If you choose to be my friend, I'll love you forever and ever. And if you're a stranger, I'm sorry, I can't get close to you very easily because I think I'm a very cold and quiet person. Well, that's what I think. But my character is, if you treat me well, I'll treat you well. If you don't, you'll seriously regret for not treating me well.

I think I'm a 宅女. I like to stay home, watch DVDs, dramas from the internet and use the computer. That's why my character became colddddddddd. I think. HAAHHAHAHAAA. And I'm not the old me anymore. I won't cry easily, even at comments that hurts. I learnt how to be strong and not be affected by the slightest comment. 我不会轻易的掉泪了。

而且，我觉得我也快要变成双面人了。

2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 11:29:00 PM

Stood the whole day at 1st Avenue with my foot being in pain whenever I walk and I didn't tell anyone at all. Came home then I complained. LOL. But being a cashier is damn slacky and fun. I LIKE. xD Plus, my foot hurts today, so being a cashier is a great plus plus. Don't need to keep walking around. JUST STAND THERE AND STARE AT MONEY . :P

I'M STILL IN DA HOLIDAY MOOD. /sigh/

This is really bad. School reopened and I'm still having no mood at all to go to school. I guess holidays are really really really too short. CAN I HAVE LONG LONG LONG HOLIDAYS PUR-LEASEEEEEE~ (:

AND I REALLY WANT TO GO BEAST FANMEET SO BADLY. D:

2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 9:30:00 PM

I know I didn't blogged for VERY LONG, but that's because I'm quite busy during the holidays! (: Have been going out with friends and stuffs. And all the projects are making me having loads of headaches. x.x

School reopening in... 2 days time. HOLIDAYS ALWAYS END FAST. Sigh. How I wish we had.. like 1 more month. :P Then I'll be able to do more things. But I think... I'll get more lazy too. Heehee. No choice. Have to get back to school soon. HWAITING!

Have been pondering. About lots of things. School, results, future, and friends. I don't know how long more I can still hold on, I'll just try to hold onto this for as long as I can. What I want to do in future, I don't know. Open a shop? Study Korean and go to Korea? Or... something else? I really don't know. I just feel that... the future seems so bleak for me. I'm not the type who just have to study hard and will be able to get good grades. If I don't understand, it means gone case. I just have to do well for this semester for now. Full stop. If I don't do well, my future stops here. And I really won't know what I can do anymore. I'm having all kinds of negative thoughts in my mind now. Sigh.

Friends. Nowadays, I really can't differentiate between true friends and 'fake' friends. I'm just confused. Who to trust, who not to trust... Guess this is the world of adults. Full of confusion. But what I can say is, I do have a few true friends whom I can really trust. (:

OKAY. Enough of all these blabbering. BYEBYE.

2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 8:27:00 PM

Tiring but happy day today. (: Even if I want to have bad mood, also cannot. And I don't know why HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA. -extremely high right now- THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES FROM FACEBOOK, TWITTER AND SMSes! <3

After... Approximately 1 hour, my birthday will be over. Well, what a tiring birthday this year! Marketing Research tutorial plus lecture for the whole day and it seriously makes me wanna sleep. And so... I didn't listen and hear anything the lecturer said at all. I think I can forget about passing Marketing Research Mid Semester Test. :/

Have been studying really hard for all of the subjects except for Marketing Research. I really had no interest in that subject but I love the project. Full stop. But still, I have to pass all of the subjects including Marketing Research so I better do well for it too. HWATING! I can do it! (:

Shall stop here for today, and prepare to say byebye to my birthday. Time really flies and I'm already 18, which I really really irks because I don't wanna be 18 yet, but then... I can buy 4D already WAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA.

Guess it's a good thing. Legal age . (Y)

2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 10:45:00 PM

Well, here I am again! Mid-Sem Tests are coming up, so everything is kind of stressing me out. Especially for MacroEcons. I better do well this time! Can't afford to have any of my subjects to end up like MacroEcons anymore. Like seriously. Re-taking a subject can kill people. In addition, studying with the year ones. -sigh- That actually made me want to, or to be exact, HAVE TO work harder. I can't afford to fail now.

In 15 mins time I'll be 18 [OMG I DON'T WANT.]. But anyway, I was thinking whether I should go buy 4D tomorrow, but I guess I'll drop that idea. LOL. Tomorrow's Wednesday and 4D comes out tomorrow. So might as well don't buy. (Though I really feel like walking in and buy~)

Today isn't a very good day cause I had 4 cups of prune essence which is making my stomach feel very weird right now. Feel like vomiting but I can't. And this is the most torturing part. :( CAN SOMEONE LIKE, SAVE ME?

JK wants me to wait for Birthday Bash. T-T Slap some more. I'll run away see how you slap. Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :P

I think I should sleep now, my order of posting went practically all wrong because in 7 minutes time IT'LL BE MY BIRTHDAY OMG. Resting might be a better idea right now. GOODNIGHT PEEPS! (:

2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 11:39:00 PM

Didn't blogged for so long! I just realized. :P I didn't even have the time to update the playlists~ -terrible me- I shall update the playlist right after this. ^^ With my dearest BEAST songs! They've got this new album and I ALREADY PRE-ORDERED IT! Can't wait for it to reach me and hope this will help them with their charts! :D

Anyway. Tests are coming, so I won't be able to update frequently like last time anymore. But I'll try to update often. Hehe. (:

Okay, have to run now! -Projects and tutorials and tests piling up- Byeeeeeeeeeee peeps!

2PM&비스트 , ★YILINNNN★ @ 9:08:00 PM